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Wednesday, July 14 9:40 AM


hmm, today, 14-07-10, i am werking niteZ shift so i wake up at 10 plus dan i nvr slept liao....i cant slp well coz if i nitez shift i will be able to slp de...so i decide to wake up and wash up myself and go bath...dan i use my caomputer...after that mum ask me if i wana eat coz she cook rice and my favourtie soup...

okay, come to the afternoon, we went to my uncle hus which is other blk at blk 37 and i am 38...we went there and i watch tv with my mum...while waiting for my bf to come...my dear end school only at 4pm....so i waited..

than the time past to 320pm i msg my dear and my dear msg me too we both msg at the same time wow so good.....hmm dan he say he dismiss liao dan i say i miss him so much and dan he come stright after dat...he missed me too...Muack...<3

Okay when he reach, we watch tv awhile dan we went home...hmm, dan when we reach home, i decided to draw so i have draw mickey mouse i asked my dear to draw to0...
So he also draw....Love him to the max...

shark time past so fast and its is already 6plus and i change myself than we went to take bus early coz we want to go shopping at simei 4awhile...after we reach, we walk dan my dear see my bag so heavy he wanted to carry for me but i refuse...hmm, than while walking my sadness come...dan i emo and dat i very sad....than we walk to underblk void deck there and we keep quiet coz i am crying...than while crying i take something to cut myself..the thing is the chicken essence dat can open dan drink that want i broke it into half and i cut myself...when my dear saw it, he stop me but i refuse to stop even though its painful...coz i cant stop my sadness and i really feel like crying....sad...the 1st time i cut myself when i am sad and infront of my dear....sory lao gong....when my lao gong saw it he also follow wat i do but i stop him...coz i heart pain...but i nvr think of that when i cut myself he is heart pain....he is crying inside his heart i know sorry lao gong ok....i try not to be like that...muackx....mu mum cor me....and ask me wat happen...i ask my bf tell her...

now i start werking....miss you to the max.....<3


See you tmr i missed my mum and dear....goodnitez....ZZZZZZZZZz

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